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Thursday, 13 August 2009

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    Rockin' the Suburbs
    By Ben Folds
    The Luckiest
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    Tomorrow.

    Duhn Duhn DUHN.

    The day has come.
    Am I ready for this?
    Can I do it?

    I can.
    I just don't want to right now.

    Can't I just wait?
    Guess not.

    5:30am is approaching quickly.
    Am I ready?

    Guess I am.
    Everything's packed.

    I'll hop in my Taurus
    and go for a long ride.

    It'll be okay.
    hopefully soon.

    Next semester he'll be there
    and I'll be happier about leaving.

    way happier.
    super happy.

    But I'm waiting now.
    Made to be content.

    It'll be okay.
    It'll be okay.

    I'll have fun.
    a lot of fun.

    It'll be okay.


Tuesday, 11 August 2009

Saturday, 23 May 2009

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    Chaotic Resolve
    By Plumb
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    Thoughts running through my head..not stopping to let me catch up..

    As I'm sitting here with a million thoughts running through my head, I think that one of the only things that will help me will to be to type them out. Haha. What a revolutionary idea, right? Yeah, I thought so. =)

    1)

    I love lyrics.
    I love music.
    I love intricately placed words and phrases.
    I love melodies.
    I love harmonies.

    I love music.

    It's my passion.

    When someone can sing softly and purely and not have to belt it in order to sound pretty -- I just melt. Like Plumb. I love her. (Look up "Cut." Nevermind. I'll just link it onto here. I love that song.)
    I love straight and pure tones. Like Imogen Heap.
    I love it when the music moves like the ocean -- swelling in and out -- never settling. I love it.

    2)

    I will actually have more breaks during my first college semester than I first expected. I will come come at least four times. That's pretty exciting. Move-in day is August 14th. I just now counted and it's 83 days away. More than I thought. I still have a while. Working 45 hours a week isn't going to help slow the time down though.

    3)

    I want to go to the beach more this summer. I never go. I live here -- why don't I go more often? I'll have to start just making trips by myself if I'm allowed haha. I'm actually working right across the street from the beach, so maybe one day after work I can go down there. That'd be fun.

    4)

    11 more Sundays.
    Not cool.
    Sad.

    5)

    I can't wait to go shopping for my dorm. I find who my room mate is pretty soon, so that's exciting. I'm kinda nervous, but also kinda excited at the same time. I wonder what she'll be like... I wonder if she's nervous and excited too.. I wonder what her major will be... I wonder if she'll ever read these and figure out how much of a crazy loon I am..hahaha.

    6)

    I don't feel good. I feel like my voice is going out and I don't know what to do. I don't like it because I can't sing well. Gah.
    Guess I should get some rest.. I haven't gotten that much this week.. I need to work on that next week.

    I'll blog another time. Night!


     

Monday, 18 May 2009

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    This Is an Outrage!
    By Capital Lights
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    Done...finally done.

    I'm done.
    It's over.

    I'm officially a highschool graduate. Wanna know how it all went down? Well it's your lucky day, buddy. Because I'm about to elaborate.

    It all starts on Saturday afternoon, May 16th, 2008. I had just finished playing piano in a wedding and I'm on my way to pick up Derrick at his house. I figured out I had left some money on the counter and I needed to pick up some eye shadow, so I ran by the house first. I then went through the McDonald's drive through because I was starving. After I pick Derrick up, my mom calls from the church telling me to pick up some Chick-fil-a for her and Sherri. (I buy a milkshake too..shh.) Well, when we get there I start rushing around. I have to change from my wedding outfit (black dress and red heels) to my graduation outfit (white dress and black shoes), reapply makeup, do my hair and make sure my cap and gown are on right. The little white bib thing that the girls have to wear over the gown was tricky to put on, so Mrs. Day helped me. Oh, and the cap wouldn't stay on my freaking head! That's necessary, right? Well, after a bagillion (yes, that is the biggest unit of measurement) bobby pins, it finally stayed up there. First, we took pictures of the group before and then we lined up to march down the isle. The "Pomp and Circumstance" song wouldn't play after like 5 solid silent minutes of working on it, so they just played a classical piece and we marched in to that. The picture slideshow was before we marched in, though. That was sweet. I enjoyed that. Well, the ceremony was good. I sang "Here I Am" by Downhere with Derrick, which was awesome. He is one of the most awesome people in the whole world. I love you, little brother. Mr. King spoke and I loved that -- I love Mr. King. He's also probably one of my favorite people in the whole world. (I calculated it out and I only have 12 more Sunday to sing with him at my church..it's so sad.) But anyway, when we were given our "diplomas" (which were fake), the parents said a few words and handed them to their child, instead of Mrs. Tavernier doing it. It was such a tearjerker. Yes, I cried. I never cry. But I cried at my graduation. I've found out that I cry when I see guys cry. It's weird, but true. Anyways, when we filed out of the church, we gave our mothers a rose and walked her down the isle with it. That was sweet. Then, we headed over to the reception room and had cake and punch. (We had SO much left over..it's not even funny. I'm so sick of looking at red Hawaiian Punch). I opened presents and mingled with everybody. I love that stuff. I feel like I would love that part of the famous life. Political or musical or whatever -- I love talking to people. Obviously. Hahaha. ;) We threw our caps in the air a couple times, which was fun. (I think I thew mine the highest the second time. Woo!) After the whole thing was over, my grandparents took my family, my aunt and uncle and cousins, and Derrick out to dinner at Fatz Cafe. Oh. My. Gosh. I love that restaurant. Their rolls (or whatever they are) are to DIE for. Goodness gracious. Well, after that, I took Derrick home and then finally went home. I organized my gifts and wrote everything down and wrote all my thank you notes. So, all in all, tiring day, but wonderful. I really enjoyed myself. I had a blast. And now I feel older for some reason. Like, I didn't feel much older when I turned 18, but I feel older now. Weird. But anywho. It's time for college now. Jeez.

    On a different note..

    Today was my first day of work! and I loved it!! I can't wait to go back in the morning and I have never felt that way about a job before. I hope this feeling will stay a while. Hopefully all summer. haha. They treat me like an adult and give me responsibilities. I love it. I have keys to the library, and I have the code to park in the special employee parking. Woo! I work Monday through Thursday from 9-6 and on Fridays from 8-5. Aka 45 hours a week. It's going to be long, and I won't be able to do a lot, but it's going to be worth it. From the paycheck and the things that I will learn, it's going to be good. I love the ladies I work with - Miss Jennifer and Miss Sue Ellen. I've grown up with Miss Sue Ellen and she is the most amazing librarian of all time. I realized today what all she does and how she always goes the extra mile and over excels at whatever she does. It's just so cool. I love her. And Miss Jennifer is so...cool. She's beautiful and she knows a lot. She's sweet and willing to do whatever. It's going to be so much fun working alongside them this summer. Plus, I get an hour lunch break!! I love it. haha.

    Well I have a lot more that's on my mind but it's getting cloudy up there because I've been typing so long lol. I better save all my sane sentence creating brain space for when it's a little clearer. =) Goodnight folks!



Monday, 27 April 2009

  • My OCD-ness.

    I told you I'd do it.
    So here it is.
    And it's going to be good. =D

    First off, I would like to request that after you read this, you will still be my friend. You've been full-warned.

    Okay I'm just going to make a list of the crazy stuff that I obsess over. Then I'll talk about my day and thoughts and stuff. haha.

    1. The silverware HAS to be organized correctly in the drawer. If it's not, I fix it - no matter what. I sometimes have to just unload the clean silverware from the dishwasher into the drawer myself, just because I know everybody else doesn't care as much as I do.
    2.  When I go to sleep, the door HAS to be shut and all the lights HAVE to be cut off. If not, then I either yell at my sisters who opened the door to shut it when they leave the room, or begrudgingly get out of the bed and close it myself.
    3.  The covers on my bed have to be about the same length on each side. Like one side can't be longer than the other...or at least, it can't be TOO much longer.. This is hard for me because one side of my bed is against the wall and it's harder to keep it equal. ;p
    4.  If something is sitting on or on top of something, preventing it from moving, then I have to move it. Like at church, there are these cords that are trapped under a couple amps. And it's gotten to the point where I can't look at them sometimes because I want to get up in the middle of the service just to free the cords. And another examples took place at the hair salon. As I was getting my hair done for prom, I saw this hair straightener's cord underneath this desk type thing. It was bugging me so bad that I had to get Amy to get up and move it. Wow. I can't believe I just admitted that on the internet. Gosh.
    5.  When I'm chewing, there has to be equal amounts of food on both sides of my mouth. For instance, say I'm eating M&M's. I have to have one M&M on each side of my mouth. Or if there's only one left? I split it in two. (okay that was even more embarrassing I think..but I figure if I laugh at myself about this..someone else might laugh too. )
    6.  When I'm trying to go to sleep, my pillow has to be cold. and I have to have something to hug. Like a teddy bear or a pillow.
    7.  The air conditioning in my car has to be blowing on me exactly where I want it..if it's just on my face? Forget about it. Bad thing.
    8.  I can't leave a text message open for long without replying. I guess it's because I can't stand when I know someone's just sitting around and they wait 10 minutes to reply to me. Not that I'm super important and worthy of a quick response..but still.

    Okay so I'm drawing a blank. It know there's more, but I can't think of anything at the present time. If I think of other things to add to the list, I'll let you know.

    My day has been pretty good. I had class at 9:30 and then I went straight to a SOM practice. It took us 4 hours to go through the whole play. But that included interruptions, initial costuming, and comments/remarks. And we restarted a couple scenes. But all in all, I think we need a few more. Our first performance is a week from tomorrow. Gah. But it'll be okay. We'll be fine. If it's not perfect, at least it'll make people laugh. This afternoon I laid out on my back porch and then went to Sara's softball game. Gosh, I love softball. I wish I still played it. I love everything about it. After the game, I met Chris and Caitlin at the church they're getting married at so we could check out the building, but things kinda fell through so they'll have to go back tomorrow. I have another SOM practice, so I won't be able to join them though.  Oh my gosh, I love Chris and Caitlin. They are the CUTEST couple on this planet earth. I can only hope that when I'm engaged, my fiance and I will be that cute. Tonight, I watched the Braves game and watched my little sisters' dress up fashion show. Haha. Too cute.

    What's been on my mind? a lot. I'll have to explain later when my brain is clearer..and my  dad isn't wanting me to get off the computer.

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  • Hello guys!! My name is Hanna and above everything I could tell you about me, I am a Christian. I love my Father in Heaven more than anything or anybody in the whole entire universe. I love my friends and I am so blessed to have them in my life. I would LOVE to become a famous singer someday! Music is truly my passion. I love everything to do with music. Creating it, listening to it recording it..everything. Traveling is awesome! I want to go all over... First stop - Europe. I love when people give me hugs..cause I love giving them. ;) I love laughing..my friends will tell you this fact is absolutely true. =) Romantic comedies are my favorite type of movies in the world! But lately the creepy weird ones have been pretty up there on my list too..I also like dramas. and musicals. gotta love musicals. One thing that makes me weird is that I don't like chocolate. Crazy, right?? Starbucks. One word. That's all that needs to be said.

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  • hxcheadbanger777
    You need to do another blog sometime soon.
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    Do people just chat on here?
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